Plutonium

I have yet to play a single game to completion, I have been playing for about three hours and I am dying inside. Every single game is the same, I go for five minutes, go 40 in 5 and then get booted out and end the game with 3 in 1 and get nothing. I know for certain it is not my internet because I have a friend using the SAME internet, SAME ping. But has had zero issues. This is infuriating. I have had three games now where I get booted while I am literally staring at my fucking care package. I wish death upon myself. I have no idea what to do this is driving me insane. I want to die. Please help. I just want to have one game without being booted out. Every other game is fine, mw3, bo2, waw. Fine, but only bo1 is broken, and personally the only one that I want, no NEED. I would pay any number to make this work. I just, I am so broken and I need help. I miss her so much. Please fix my game, I need to play with my friends for longer than 5 minutes this is my only means of therapy due to being unemployed and mentally disabled.